Sad Eyes

I'm sitting alone in my school on the couch and I am so content.

It takes so much effort to be around people.

For some reason, nobody came to this corner, this comfy couch, except a few nice people who didn't try to talk to me.

Right before I left the classroom, soon to discover this place of rest, a girl told me I had such a spirit of happiness and she would certainly tell me the day that I had a sad face.

This is now in past tense.

The sad face was to come sooner than than I expected.

I found out as my teacher made an announcement (directed at me) to the entire class that the comfy chairs I had been sitting on were off-limits and were basically part of the teacher's lounge.

I was so embarrassed and wanted to cry.

I asked in front of the class if she was talking about the seats I was sitting in and then apologized much.

Somehow I felt that I redeemed myself in that way.

But the thing is, I didn't know so I shouldn't have felt bad. And so my bliss wasn't wrong while it was happening.

I went home and decided it was a good day after all.

After a five
Hour
Nap
Full of dreaming
And resolving in my sleep.