Mall music

I'm sitting on the floor against the railing of the top flior of the mall after my shift listening to a small intermediate/beginner band playing Christmas music.  There's something really sweet about kids playing traditional music and making mistakes that's so genuine; I just had to sit down to enjoy it.

I do have this thing about sitting right on the ledge of the mall floor.  Even though there's a railing, it's like standing on a precipice and a little gust of wind could push me over...and I have dreams about flying in situations like this which is just disconcerting, because what if I have a break with reality and start thinking I can really fly?

I should leave soon.

And also, "a child, a child, shivers in the cold; let us bring him silver and gold" - really you should bring him blankets.  Just saying.  Metal conducts heat, it doesn't insulate.

Aw, now they're playing silent night! Thank you, God, for blessing my day with this.

Thank you also for blessing my day with that big shipment box filled with one pair of socks.  Your world is filled with many blessings.